can you, you, smell lovely to me?
can you think, express lovely thoughts with your eyes
to for me?
Can, can, you wear a strawberry sweater
& offer free & total love, a moment, of
All forgotten moments?
All Marla’s? yellow hair, too long and beautiful for me?
All Mona Leo’s? an ache in her voice because she could not come to The Band on New Year’s Eve?
All Barbara’s? ‘the loving me, killing, softly?’ room 937? the hiding and sleeping the lost? itself lost.
what can I offer you? alone, a searcher? My name? Yes & also just
just my deep Deepest needs, desires
a moment’s moments
only only one moment. alone you, me alone or only
my offer? me
I offer, I can do
do the same for and with you.
& and forgive, Forgive your hurts, your & my aloneness,
I am in with love, I touch
your past- but I