…we approach the sixth day of these 90 and 90, now is the moment to talk about what these 2020 ninety and ninety are.

Sobriety ( mine at least) is as fluid as time, water; memories and resentments. They flow from one to another; their building is only in my present moment. Some days are good; some very poor, laced with ingratitudes and self-pities; resentments and pauses. No matter what it is moment by moment; day by past, future and present day.

These six thoughts, and the next 84, are my present 90 days. Today, I could share some thoughts I heard on how: I am enough…or

It is never good or bad; right or wrong: the feeling is just a clinical- fact. or…

… but-

You get the idea. My thought today is on Step One, as the last 5 have been on this Step. From page 68 of the 12 and 12 Step 6 reflects on 1 this, M

‘Many will at once ask, “How can we accept the entire implication of Step Six? “Why-that is perfection!” This sounds like a hard question, but practically speaking, it isn’t. Only Step One, where we made the 100 percent admission we were powerless over alcohol, can be practiced with absolute perfection.’

Only Step One exists and is/can be practiced everyday.