mother’s, day 2021
you are her:
little love; silences; no, no touches
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40 years,
so,
nothing is as I prayed, imagined, felt,
nothing
four things I adore about …
her
first, she all ways/ always burns toast dark brown or
black, as a double-bar of dark baci chocolates
and next, as my love, my giving to her
she burns black
at first,
after 6 years of silence, after
after
six years of ‘I would never hurt you’
you revealed, the hurt
I died
I’ve
i have begun to
end
all my speaking or writing questions with…
exclamation points!!!!! instead of question
marks, like…
how are !!!!!! ( – pause – ) you !!!!!
instead of,
how are you?
I feel ….
great???
over love
I am now, at 67, over,
love
‘Epithumlia’ in the Greek means to
love
too much, too greatly, to excesses, too
much
I have always loved in epithumlia,
too, too
to – to – the poorly chosen,
now, i try my best to practice, daily over
love
bumping
bumping into walls, walls I can
not see, touch, or feel
on, on, to
try to become one with my over-
overWhelming desire for a
love
telling
if I were you,
I would kill me, you, my dead mother, & her dead husband who spoke once
when you abiding, once, just the once
( enough? )
but thank you, dad, for, so, the once, as
… you never spoke when your eyes, un-
speaking
make donald eat his vomit from his dark chocolate pun-ding-
do you you donald asked to to speak to councillor in nj about the event?
quite sadly, I went with my story ( which confirmed,underscored, yours )
she heard, understood and believed
I died
telling
Ellice&Jeff 13 February, a marriage
for jeff&ellice; on the occasion of their wedding 13th february 2021
This prayer comes the principles of Romans 12 version of The Message. From Paul, speaking by the spirit to a new community,
So here’s what I want you to do, God helping you: Take your everyday, ordinary life—your sleeping, eating, going-to-work, and walking-around life—and place it before God as an offering. Embracing what God does for you is the best thing you can do for him.
Lord, have Ellice and Jeff’s embraces this day and all embraces going forward be with your hands and theirs joined together as one. Allow their love to be fuelled daily by yours; their touch of others be by your spirit; bless the day as the first of many love offerings, many days of love, for each other, for friends and families and for you Lord Jesus.
Don’t become so well-adjusted to your culture that you fit into it without even thinking. Instead, fix your attention on God. You’ll be changed from the inside out. Readily recognize what he wants from you, and quickly respond to it. Unlike the culture around you, always dragging you down to its level of immaturity, God brings the best out of you, develops well-formed maturity in you.
Ellice, Jeff, as your lives daily grow and develop, embrace your changes, individually, together and in your shared communities. From Mexico to Brooklyn; from Wisconsin and Iowa; from Colorado to California; – love ‘quickly’ with all His power working alongside and with all your gifts. Love from the centre of who you are; don’t fake it. Run for dear life from evil; hold on for dear life to good. Be good friends who love deeply; practice playing second fiddle.
Play ‘second fiddle’ – jeff love ellice as our Lord loves his church; ellice honour, respect jeff as Christ’s personal gift to you.
Don’t burn out; keep yourselves fueled and aflame. Be alert servants of the Master, … pray all the harder. Help needy Christians; be inventive in hospitality.
Bless your enemies; no cursing under your breath. Laugh with your happy friends when they’re happy; share tears when they’re down.
In love, in your love jeff, ellice, weep with those who weep; rejoice with those in joy. Feel others always.
Finally, as you have both lived by the generous Spirit in the past, continue to do so sacrificially in all your future coming ‘today’s’
Discover beauty in everyone. If you’ve got it in you, get along with everybody.
Our Scriptures tell us that if you see your enemy hungry, go buy that person lunch, or if he’s thirsty, get him a drink. Your generosity will surprise him with goodness.
Jeff, Ellice may generous love infuse you from your joined new life. Blessed be your love.
Blessed be Jeff and Ellice.
it is
so, so perfect to end my life ( 67 ) with
no thing
I began it so as a foundling, a disgusted
twin, alone without a mate,
and today, i
end as
lonely, as a
Alone
