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So, how do I serve in AA?

I serve the same here as I serve, served, anywhere: schools, intimate relationships, parents, siblings, sister, brother, children and aunt, mother and father.

speak truth; act truth in love

But if I pick up to kill pain, emotional pains of silencing, betrayals, liars, rejections, I am done; my servicing stinks if it has any odour at all. Resentments, angers, hates, just emotionally keep coming and in order to feel my love, my Higher Power, my Jesus, and to let, let Jesus feel me i

pause; breathe 4 times in; breathe out 8 times; pause and breathe again, first 4 Jesus breathes in, then 8 Charles breathes out

emotions flow out as a breathe

now I pick up the other and not a drink

breathe

there is a pause, 48

how do I ‘step’ at a day’s open and its close?

I review as I stretch my step 4; my inventory I ready

AA’s Step 6: We’re entirely ready to have God remove all our defects of character.

Now I pause; I breathe; 4 breathes in, 8 out.

Again, I stretch my breathe – 4 breathes in, eight out

I am ready to ask

I ask

AA’s Step 7: Humbly asked God to remove our shortcomings.

And tonite, each night, I will do the same.